Seeking..

4 years had past..
but im still finding what im missing in my life..
something that i thought i don't need it anymore...
something called LOVE...
i don't know if i ever had it before..
but one thing for sure...i've lost it all..
yes...
i did managed to find it...
but sincerely...
i never found it in girls i dated...(not after her)
still im trying...
never look back..
thats what i taught to myself..
but!
i forgot to tell myself this...
to give up and to move forward...
i look back...
rewind all the memories...
then i saw her...
she was happy back there..
with a boy..(me)
but one day she cried..
why?
that boy left her..
for what reason?
i don't know..(he's scared coz he love her so much)
will he come back?
no...she said..(yes!he said)
the YES...
she didn't heard it..
but he did..
the YES...
makes me wonder if i could find her..
for what?
to be with her..
to love her..
to take care of her...
to never leave her again..
to marry her...
will that happen....?

TO BE CONTINUE...