will she come?

all evening he waited
anxiously eyeing the clock
retracing his steps
over and over
counting the minutes
until her arrival

kneeling before a crackling fire
adding another log
he rose to check again
his preparations for tonight

the thick sheepskin rug
lay lovingly spread before the flames
waiting for her

the book
the one she longed after
in that tiny shop downtown
rested on the warm stone hearth
waiting for her

his hand
stopped a moment
over his heart
and lovingly fingered
the prize there
hidden away in his pocket
where it lay
waiting for her

taking the ring
from its secret place
he gazed at it
mesmerized by its shine
by what it stood for
soon he smiled and
softly slipped it back
to its repose
where it lay
waiting for her

seating himself back on the chair
he resumed his vigil
over the fire
over the wine
over the clock
over himself

and he sat
quiet and lost in thought
waiting for her

AWAK...

awak!
sy syg awk....
awak!
sy rindu awk...
awak!
sy cinta awk...

AWAK!!!!!!!
jgn tinggal sy..
plz...
jgn lg..

P/S: Rse2 dye dengar ta? =)

ITs BeEn A wHilE!

good morning diary!
its been a while since my last post...
i can't sleep to nite..
huh!feeling kinda down a lil bit...
but im still curious bout those feeling...
GOD!!! HeLP ME!
PLEASE....
Help me......

make you smile again!

do you remember?
our first kiss..
it seem so lame to me but i don't care..
you were wearing pink and me black..
don't know if you remember that but i don't care...
i don't care..

hey please my dear..
let me be a part of your life again..
and maybe later we could be forever...forever..
i make you cried all night..
i'm sorry for being to harsh to you..
and now... please let me...
please let me...
make you smile again...

now years had past..
i guess i live a happy life...
drink,smoke and eat was all fine..
but girl there's only one thing..
this one thing that i fear the most..
is a thought of...
thought about you...

hey please my dear..
let me be a part of your life again..
and maybe later we could be forever...forever..
i make you cried all night..
i'm sorry for being to harsh to you..
and now... please let me...
please let me...
make you smile again...

song and lyric by: me
written on:25th April 2010 07:47
dedicated to: her

p/s: Don't worry dear...i'll never stop thinking about you..

Seeking..

4 years had past..
but im still finding what im missing in my life..
something that i thought i don't need it anymore...
something called LOVE...
i don't know if i ever had it before..
but one thing for sure...i've lost it all..
yes...
i did managed to find it...
but sincerely...
i never found it in girls i dated...(not after her)
still im trying...
never look back..
thats what i taught to myself..
but!
i forgot to tell myself this...
to give up and to move forward...
i look back...
rewind all the memories...
then i saw her...
she was happy back there..
with a boy..(me)
but one day she cried..
why?
that boy left her..
for what reason?
i don't know..(he's scared coz he love her so much)
will he come back?
no...she said..(yes!he said)
the YES...
she didn't heard it..
but he did..
the YES...
makes me wonder if i could find her..
for what?
to be with her..
to love her..
to take care of her...
to never leave her again..
to marry her...
will that happen....?

TO BE CONTINUE...