Feels...Love...Trust...Hope

Feel...
This is the first time i felt this...
The first time i'm with you...I feels this...
The next time i'm with you...I feels this....

What Do I Feel?

Love.....
What is love?
The seconds i spent with you,i feel sad...
The minutes i'm by you side,i get mad...
The moment you are not here, i'm worried...
My life time i spent for you, i feels to LOVE & to be LOVED....

Now What Do We Need?

Trust....
It  comes after love...
Like a foundations for a tall skyscraper...
The more solid the foundation, The stronger the building....
But trust is hard to gain...
Once gained I don't feel like losing it again...

Hope....
The new friend of Trust...
Sooner or later they will be best friend...
Why?
 Coz' Trust is like a mentor to Hope...
They both needs each other as much as we do...

Feels...
Loveeee....
Trusttttttttttt.......
Hopeeeeeeeeeeeee......

Are OURS.....

Don't Go...............

Dear...
Don't go...
Can't You see??
I'm weak...
The more we fight...
The more it hurt...
We both feels the same....i know...

Dear...
Don't go...
can't you see??
I'm dying...

=)

CanCer

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

P/s:I won't GO...even if you said so..... 

My PromiSes...

In my life....
I've experienced good and bad things...
Just like you...
Same condition...
But...
Different situation...

The Story:

Do you love to see the people you love happy with someone they love?
YES...i do...
But  why they don't feel happy?
Why can't they give and take now?
Where's the promises that they made to each other?

GONE?!
the PROMISES...
the LOVE...
the STRENGTH...
ALL GONE....
Just bcoz of one selfishness...
It all gone...
My advise to YOU...
Change your attitude...
And for the other YOU...
Be STRONG...I always be here...
Even you guys made the FINAL decision...
Things won't change between me and YOU...
I always pray the BEST for the BOTH of YOU...
Coz i LOVE to see both of you...happy...

P/s: Dear...up there is not my promise...its just what i saw...and here's my promise to you...i will take care of you...love you...miss you...as long as my heart beats...

The last line......=)

She said....

She: Keep me safe while i sleep....
Me: Yes dear... You know i will.... =)