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CanCer

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

P/s:I won't GO...even if you said so..... 

My PromiSes...

In my life....
I've experienced good and bad things...
Just like you...
Same condition...
But...
Different situation...

The Story:

Do you love to see the people you love happy with someone they love?
YES...i do...
But  why they don't feel happy?
Why can't they give and take now?
Where's the promises that they made to each other?

GONE?!
the PROMISES...
the LOVE...
the STRENGTH...
ALL GONE....
Just bcoz of one selfishness...
It all gone...
My advise to YOU...
Change your attitude...
And for the other YOU...
Be STRONG...I always be here...
Even you guys made the FINAL decision...
Things won't change between me and YOU...
I always pray the BEST for the BOTH of YOU...
Coz i LOVE to see both of you...happy...

P/s: Dear...up there is not my promise...its just what i saw...and here's my promise to you...i will take care of you...love you...miss you...as long as my heart beats...

The last line......=)

She said....

She: Keep me safe while i sleep....
Me: Yes dear... You know i will.... =)

Tido je Keje!

Ni la aq time skul dlu...
tp sbnar nye bkan habit aq...
aq ad  allergy...
mata aq skit...merah je..hehe...
klu pndang org...
for sure dorg pelik nye....
haaa....yg gurl ni aq tataw r spe...
asyik usha aq je mse aq tdo...
dye ingt aq tak nmpak ke...hehe...
prasan gler aq ni...tp tak prasan sgt laa....coz aq wt bodo je....
cool kn??haha (padahal skit mate....adui >.< )
agak2 korg knape dye asyik usha aq tdo??
air luir aq meleleh ke?
taik mte aq byk ke?
ke aq bedengkur??
hehe...nanti aq cite ea knape...
c0z aq pn tak brape nak sure ni...

P/s: Anyway...to gurl yg pandang aq tu...aq ske ko... ;)

YouR ShAdOW....=)

I used to be this way before...
lonely,cold and confuse...
scared of what im feeling...
and too weak to take a step...
after she left...
SO this is what i did...
SO i can feel her presence...
SO the loneliness swept away...
SO i can say...
I AM HAPPY....
to anyone who care...am i lying? Do you think so?
NO... FRANKLY...IT'S A NO...
i'm not lying....b'coz really...i am happy...
Coz her shadow...
they never leave me...
Until NOW...
it will never leave me....
see...she's here...( HUG )  =)


P/s: Thank you DEAR....for leaving me your shadow....to accompany me through this loneliness....

Dearly Beloved....

What Life Supposed to Be?