september!

September 25th!

my first sight of the earth is today..
i cried a lot...
there're 4 to 5 people around me...
wearing all white...
eerie isn't it?haha..
they are actually nurses an doctor..
then i heard a sound..
a very beautiful sound that make me stop crying..
guess what?
its "azan"..
my dad did that..=)
he held me tight...and handed me to a nice gourgeous women..
she was smiling when she held me..
then my dad said "this is umi"..
the name that i used to call my mom until today..=)
thanks mom for bringing me to this wonderfull world..
i love you!

september 16th the 16th!

im 16 now..
but yet dont know whats love is..
accept for my parents and friends..=)
this is where my love story begin..
my first love..
she came into my life with a smile..
a was a stupid damn ass back there..
dont really know how to treat girl..
hurt her over and over again...
until...
she left..
but hey...its okay..
at least she taught me something..
LOVE..
that i kept it sealed in my heart..
=)

4 years later!

life was fine...=) (dont trust me!im lying!)
but theres something missing..
coulnt really find it..
until i saw a movie..
really touched by the story..
reminds me of my past time with her...
realized that im lost..
i should find the way back..
back to her..
how??
find out more later...=)